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I'M ACTUALLY ALIVE...................

Tue Sep 29, 2009, 9:54 PM
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Eating: NOTHING O_O
  • Drinking: Water
Wow, my last journal entry was from (ALMOST) a year ago...!
Ah anyways, from about October - April I was pretty much inactive. I would occasionally sign on...but even then, I might've only 5 or so times? I think I posted 1-2 things during then.
But after summer came I've been on a bit more.
BUT NOW THAT SCHOOL'S STARTED AGAIN...HA.H....HAH.....
Yeah...I'm actually in post secondary right now, majoring in the Biological Sciences program.
I sometimes wonder though, what would've happened if I pursued music or art instead...

But sadly, I no longer take any art lessons :(
Actually I haven't been since Auguest 2008. I just never told anyone *cough*.
I just can't seem to find the time to do it, or maybe I'm not trying hard enough to find the time. Makes me quite sad actually. I was looking through my gallery just recently, and when I saw the sketch I did of the statue head guy...I was actually suprised at the skill I had (hopefully still have ;D).

I miss doing the traditional paintings as well...but not as much as I miss sketching =(
Maybe I'll find the time to try to sketch up a person or finish that Beethoven piece lol. Though I am considering just starting again...

I tried taking the art option at my school but no times fit my schedule properly (unless I wanted to stay at school until 9PM...no thanks!

Anyways, I really hope I can find the time do draw something =(
I'm not taking any more piano lessons either (SAD). Well actually, I don't know if that's a good or bad thing. I never even practiced...however, I still play. I'm trying to improve my improv skills, and play more things by ear ;D

ANYways...I actually have a few pieces lying around I never uploaded! So perhaps when I get the chance to I will. I have some photos I also took in the past year...some of them I quite like!

But yes...don't expect anything too amazing soon though. My deepest apologies!

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  • Current Residence: Canada
  • Interests: Piano :D. Art, the computer, reading.
  • Favourite movie: There's a lot of movies I like!
  • Operating System: My...computer?
  • MP3 player of choice: Samsung
  • Shell of choice: "But I've got the conch!"
  • Favourite game: ...Chrono Trigger. I do quite like Mario and Zelda games as well. Mortal Kombat, MGS series good too
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Wallace and Gromit as well as Calvin and Hobbes =)

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Quoting your comment: (for reference, lol)

I should make a comment SO long that it'll be longer than your deviantArt page itself! Bahaha lol. Anyways, did you like the thing Crystal and I did? I thought it was quite amusing actually. Even if you knew it was us from the beginning...well...it was fun I guess. BUT I DEFINITELY KNOW A LOT ABOUT VERA AND I WOULDN'T SCREW HER UP LIKE I DID WITH poor ol' Kaeri...the tick gut licking girl! lol. Duuun worry ='( Anyways...I could totally beat the length of your comment! WITHOUT A POEM lol. But wow, that one was really long. Longer than a few of mine and Pam's mashed together...but don't worry. We shall beat you...WBAHAHAHHAHAHA.
So yes, about what you did today. You volunteered? That's lovely. And cookies? That's funny...lol. Maybe I SHOULD volunteer at my Church sometime hmmm. Oh and by the way I've never actually been to your Church before. I'm kind of curious hehe. Speaking of which, I still want to go to that youth group at my school. Sigh. I'm curious, but I don't know why I don't go...but this Thursday I SHALL see what happens, mwahahha.
So you went to Lauren's? Hmm that's nice. I told Crystal about which buses to take, I wonder if she actually took the bus. Because you did mention something about Crystal and Lauren's Mom waiting for you at Coles or something...so yeah I dunno. Anyways, I still have all the giftcards I recieved. I haven't used any yet. From them, I plan to buy a new Bible . I'm kinda excited? lol. I want to buy a nice soft leathered Bible hehe. There's also that book I was thinking of getting when I was with you and Crystal that time in Downtown. A Thousand Splendid Suns. I don't remember the author's name, but I think his first name was...Khamir? Or his initials were KA or AK. Not too sure. Well that's what I do plan on getting for now. But I really don't know what else to get. Maybe Life of Pi? Lol. But yep.
Aww my comment isn't going to be as long as yours. I have to go and shower and go to bed soon, very soon. I still have quite a bit of my homework to do. I have Physics, Jazz stuff (writing out chords), review social, and some math...I guess that's not so bad. Hmm, oh and I tried to use my Wii points yesterday (technically two days ago since right now it's 12:33 AM), except I need internet connection. So I'll probably have to do that next weekend. Oh but yes. There's one game I'd REALLY love to purchase with the Wii points. It's called "Secret of Mana", made also by Sqauresoft (now called Square Enix); the makers of Final Fantasy games, Chrono Trigger, and Super Mario RPG. . Sigh..supposedly the game is actually kind of sad. But what's really neat about it is that you could have up to 3 players playing it, and you each control your own character. If I ever got Secret of Mana, I would demand that you come over every weekend to play with me lol. I remember when my brother and his two friends would play...well not all 3 at once. You see, it would only support 2 players at a time, but if you wanted the 3rd player, you'd have to buy this thing to plug into your Super Nintendo, so you could have a 3rd player. Not a lot of people bought this since there were only a few games that supported 3 players...like Secret of Mana, NFL, and NHL or something lol. So yep. I do remember my brother and his buddies playing. I remember them running in this factory like area..but hmm. I'D REALLY REALLY LOVE TO GET IT. It would be amazing! Even though the graphics aren't great, who cares! I'm VERY certain that is has a great storyline. It may be a cliche RPG game...but still...STILL!!
Speaking of video games, I played Zelda TP today. For the past month or so
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Well what happened was that I was typing...but then my Mom asid my brother was coming down to shower. I heard him coming and I wanted to shower first so I just saved my comment on Word and decided to finish it off today XD. So right now it's 10:48...I guess I should be at Church bleh...I feel kinda bad but I shall go next week.
Okay so I got off the computer...and my parents went on lol. ANYWAYS now it's 12:00 PM...lol. Okay, now I shall continue what I was saying before. About TP, I was playing it, and for the past month, I was trying to jump on these stump things. But turns out, you're not supposed to go that way, and gaH! I was supposed to go to Hyrule...lol. So that whole time I was going the wrong way, but oh well. At least I figured it out? ANYWAYS I STILL REALLY WANT TO PLAY SECRET OF MANA!!! Oh and you haven't done your Social project yet? When was it due? And did your teacher put the extension on it like you thought they would? And COME ON!! YOU HAVE THE WEEKEND SO FINISH IT. What are you supposed to do for the project anyways? GO FINISH IT! lol.
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Somehow, when I pressed the "enter" key it went BACK to the page, and when I pressed foward it didn't work. So I lost about 4 of my paragraphs. Luckily I DID COPY AND PASTE BUT IT'S STILL IRRITATING =_=. UGH. Well here's my comment...

Well before my comment got deleted, I talked about the talent show...sigh. Well I did play To Zanarkand, except the piano I played on wasn't super great. The pedal was broken, and it was pretty out of tune. The keys were pretty dusty too. But what's funny was that when I finished, I heard someone go "WHOO!" or something like that from the cafeteria. (Since the Drama room and Cafeteria are kind of connected). So I don't know if they were whooing for me...or yeah who knows. The results are posted tomorrow I think. It'd be kinda cool if I could play I guess. Actually when I auditioned, I only played part of the song, because on the last page, there are about 2 lines I haven't gotten down 100% yet, and not only that, but it'd be no fun to play the WHOLE song on the piano I played on...it's just...you know? I rather play the whole song on a working piano and CAPTURE THE MOMENT! hehehehe. Oh and we also got our Festival Band music. It's exciting, I got all 3rd parts, but I guess I'm okay with it. There are ony 4 French horn parts, and 4 of us, so basically we each have our own piece. Not only that, but the 1st is kinda the 'leader' of parts 1 and 2, and the 3rd French horn is the 'leader' for parts 3 and 4 hehe. Also, sometimes the 3rd French Horn plays higher than the 2nd, and sometimes will double off the 1st so it's kind of cool. I don't know if I'll ever get a 1st or 2nd part actually. Only because my range and tone isn't as good as the 1st French Horn player...well I can play the lower notes better than her, but she can play the higher notes better than me. So it's kind of funny lol. But I'm okay with it .

I don't know what else I talked about before it got deleted...oh yeah! I was supposed to go to a piano recital yesterday, except the Church it was at was REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLY far - somwhere in the SW actually. So my Mom didn't feel like driving that far, she also wasn't sure how to get there, and didn't want to get lost because the recital was at about 5-7...so by then it was getting darker. I feel kinda bad...but hopefully my teacher won't be too upset with me X(. Oh yeah and your mini story with Vera and Daniel was quite interesting. At first I didn't know what you were talking about, that is until I read afterwards hehe. That slo reminds me...I have this project in LA I have to do. Well not really a project, we just have to write a short story. it's due on Wednesday I think, and I don't even have an idea or basis for my story yet!! GAH! So maybe I should get started on that today.

Now that I think about it, I have tons of stuff to do today. I have to practice my Jazz stuff, and write our the chord progressions. I also have to do my physics homework, math, that LA thing now...and go over social. I also need to practice for Band. I think I already mentioned to you what I have to do for homework in this comment. I'm pretty sure. HOLY CRAP. I almost lost my comment again!! I don't know, but the page refreshes...not a WHOLE page refresh, but you know, there's a green bar at the bottom that keeps on loading by itself, and then it says "done!" see. It just did it again =_=. So after every paragraph I'm going to copy and save cause I DON'T FEEL LIKE LOSING IT ALL! *shakes fist*. And now the format for this paragraph is really really weird looking. It's not the small condensed box it should be, but in fact is really wide. And when I reach to a certain point in the typing...like right about here...the box shifts over, and I can kinda see the mood box but not really. It's quite messed up but oh well.

Anyways hmm, I wonder if I could beat your previous comment lol. WITHOUT CHEATING. Oh for some reason that reminds me...I had an odd dream last night. I was in my physics classroom but with my LA class (which are the band kids). And for some reason, people were teaching one another a song that went something like this "Flappy flap flap..." And there were even hand motions that went with it...like you'd take your hand and just move it so it's like your swapping a bug away. It was really messed up. The tune was somewhat similiar to "Chim chimany chim chimany..." You know, that guy sings it from Marry Poppins I think?? Anyways it was quite odd. My Physics classroom in the dream also had windows on the side. It was odd lol. Oh and by the way. I think you, Crystal, and I should definitely go to Europe! It would indeed be very very exciting hehehe. My brother actually has a German learning kit thing at home...so I guess I could take a look at that. But wouldn't it cost an awful lot? And doesn't that mean we should all get a job now and start working? Not only that, but if we did went, how long and when? There's tons of stuff to consider~~. And where would we stay lol? Cause wouldn't hotels and such be pretty expensive. That also reminded me...are you still doing that student exchange program? You mentioned it, and I think that was the only time you did lol. But if you did go, would that mean you wouldn't go to Europe with us D Cause yeah...I mean, if I went to Europe for an exchange program, and then told my parents about going to Europe with you guys, I don't know if they'd let me...if you know what I mean. Well I guess there's a chance but still lol. But then again, if we went AFTER high school, I guess since there's 2 years (GAH ONLY TWO YEARS TILL WE GRADUATE) between now and if we went...I guess that'll be okay? But who knows. Anyways, it'd still be pretty expensive since for Euros, 10 bucks here is like 5 bucks over there lol =/. Well I guess we don't have to go on a shopping frenzy, but I'm sure if we did go, souveniers and etc wouldn't be so bad...lol. Well I suppose only time will tell .

Wow, I think I over did this comment. IT HAS TO BE LONGER THAN YOURS I'M SURE OF IT. And if it's not, that's okay. Then again, I COULD just be saying that, but secretly, I am kind of competitive...lol. Hehehe. I'm going to go now, and eat lunch.
Oh and HOLY CRAP. But on word, with size 12 font, Times New Roman, it's just a little bit over 4 pages!!! Wow. Hahaha.

Anyways toodloo!!

Oh and by the way. Time ended: 12:33 PM. We should put a time when we first write the comment, and the time ended lol XD. Hehehehe...

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Anyways, I'm at school and I have two hours to burn because of spare and lunch put together....so hmmm. Where shall I start? First of all, an apology for taking so long getting a massive cmment made. I'm sorry and I hope this one doesn't dissapoint you. Second of all, I have finally finished chapter 16, and though I'd like to post it on here that might actually piss people off so maybe I'll send it to you on msn instead, okies? And looking back at your comment here....wow. It's really old. This is back when you were still reluctant to go to your youth group...maybe I won't reply to it after all it's really outdated. How am I today? Well, my shoulder kinda hurts. Shoulder/upper back. Actually it's been bothering me ever since phys ed started not actually making us fit and active xD ie, doing billiards instead of actually working out. I guess I could have joined sports performance to stay fit...I've actually heard about kids who were chubby and came out TOTALLY RIPPED LAWL..well maybe not ripped. But quite fit. Do you have a sports performance in your school? Like a program? Because it's either sports performance here or slack- off phys ed which doesn't keep you fit. And I'm not sure if I've told you but last year I even had to go to the physiotherapist a few times and get my back snapped and cracked and realigned, etc...and muscles massaged. Ah my poor muscles. So puny and weak and knotty :( Pain. Anyways I'm considering working out a bit more and joining the swim/dive team because apparently it's no-cut :) exciting. But that was from someone in another school so I'll have to see. I dunno, since swimming is the only sport I'm really good at and I haven't been really involved in the school other tha that it might be a fun idea. Who knows. Also I sorta drew cartoons for the school paper...and submitted a few thigns to the art magazine but THEY SUCK! Every submission to the art magazine has been rejected so far and it actually makes me pretty mad. At least they could have accepted my poem. I've seen really weird and crappy poetry in it before so why couldn't they accept a good poem about cinnamon toast? I mean come on.

I see something mentioned about Europe in there...oh yeah. I want to do a third-year study abroad thing actually to travel. That way I can learn french :3 (Probably to France then...lol, no duh) I hope my parents would let me...by then though I'll be like 20+ years old so technically I can do what I want. Plus the course costs the same as it does at the U of C. So that's actually pretty good. The only thing I'd have to worry about is being taught the courses in another language...I suppose french wouldn't be so bad but they are using all that intense vocabulary that I haven't larned yet. So eek. We shall have to see. I really want to though, and if it turns out they DO use too much intense language I can always go to the UK instead. As for my career itself ~I don't know~ lol. I'm just gonna go into an general humanities education and not declare a major. So I'm looking at my comment now and it's like a quarter of the length of yours so I suppose I should keep going. What is there else to talk about?

LOL you were like "gaah 2 years until we graduate" Which again proves how sad it is that I took such a long time to comment. Oh my.

Right now in social (are you in social too right now?) we are learning about Hitlah and Stalin. Watching old videos of Hitler reminds me of the movie I watched last spring, Schindler's list. You've seen that, right? Well apparently the only colour in the movie - the bit where the little girl in red appears - represents that...wait, there's actually two bits. Well let me explain. It represents how if the germans were able to commit such atrocities in front of children...like ransack houses and shoot people and torture them, etc. that they must be intending to kill the children anyways. (You see her again...on a conveyor belt) and not only is it sickening afterwards to hear real life accounts of how they killed children, but overall the movie just makes you feel so...glad to live in a free country. If you haven't seen the movie then I just kinda spoiled it but oh well. SOMEONE SPOILED DEATH NOTE FOR ME YESTERDAY. I AM SOOO MAD. Anyways that sucks but life goes on, eh? I just hate how stuff gets popular and then it's spoiled for you pretty much unavoidably. At least I read all the harry potter and twilight books without having them spoiled. AND OMG. Did I tell you? I saw a freakin like...9 year old buying twilight in chapters the other day. Oh my freaking. Ugh. She could have been no more than 10, I swear. Not that I'm any good at telling the ages of kids under 12 (I've been getting worse as I get older actually) but SRSLY! t's sooo stupid! When will people learn that twilight IS NOT A FUCKING KIDS BOOK. Soon people will be reading it to their babies to make them fall asleep. "And then the suparh hawt vampyr tuchd mi. It waz hawt." I think we've complained anough about this already, but holy crap! NOT A KID'S BOOK. I need to make a parody or something and post it on DA. Just because it's popular doesn't mean it's a kid's book...10 year olds won't get it! AAAAGGGH. *calms down* SO...I think I'll get you into warcraft. Whether you like it or not :) Which you will because it's an awesome game. ":3". I got my person to level 70. And yes, I'm proud, even if it was on an accelerated rate server (you level faster, basically it's cheating) but it took me like half the summer plus 2 months so that's still a bit of work. Quite a bit of work.

I'm STILL scrounging for a job lol. I really want one so I'll have mulah for university...so yeah, whatever. And right now the comment box is actually starting to screw up really bad and overlap my words so I'm gonna post this now.

ENJOI!

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Your welcome!
It's so cool :D

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You're very welcome. ^^.

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Thank you very much for faving our painting:D

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awesome gallery =D
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Iam having a contest info on mi page
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You're Welcome

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Dude I love your stuff. Such great landscapes. *_*

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Oh yes.
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haha, no, it was a pretty cool comment. I'm not going to respond properly to it now, but it was our symphonic band that won, not the concert band... sheesh! haha, just joking.
So I am supposed to be doing homework right now, so sorry about the short reply.

aw, I was so sad I never got to see any other bands play in festival... we were the last group to go.

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aww! you favoured a picture of snow? awesommee... so, I think you owe me... a long response!
get on it!!
how's life going??

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